Hmm... How I can explain this...
Okay, I shall start from the start, okay?
Five years ago when I started thinking myself as an artist who can't draw well, but can still draw with dignity, I got this idea to get artist name for myself. Of course it didn't come easily in my mind, and when it at last came to my mind after few months of my finding, the moment was totally different from one I was expecting. At first I didn't think it seriously as my nickname even if I thought it was perfect. It was just something I wrote on drawings when I remembered.

Then very good friend of mine tried to steal that name. She thought that if she tried enough she could get me give her that name.
Usually I wouldn't have even thought about trying to deny something from her when it usually leads to fist fights [and even if I really enjoy fighting with her, I think it wouldn't just have been reason to fight for], but this time I got this horrible feeling when she started to sign her works with name 'Crimson' which I had taken as my nickname.
I thought it would be phase and soon she would find other name to take, but she didn't take other names.
After a while we verbally fought over that name. All my friends knew that it was me who first took the name 'Crimson' so she gave up pretty easily, but still that whole ordeal with her made big impact on me. I noticed how important that nick was for me, even if I hadn't used it much.

Then I came in deviantart and couldn't get 'Crimson' as my name. I didn't want to use Crimson and add some

stupid numbers after it, so I got Shinkou, which means Crimson in japanese.
But everytime I submitted something, I had this strange feeling. Like it wasn't me submitting things when nick was 'Shinkou' and not 'Crimson'. I felt like different person. Of course I add Crimson in ©'s in comment box every time I submit, but everyone will know me better as

Shinkou which is the name they see when they comes to my d!A -account, not as Crimson, which is written in tiny words after comments in the box.
You will remember me as someone I am not.
I wasn't just adjusted to new nick, I thought that time.
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But shouldn't there be something seriously wrong with you when haven't gotten over from one name in 3 years...?


At new year I got this idea to make new d!A -account if I really can't live with shinkou, and here we are; moving to different account so that I can get peace to my mind. >_>

New account is . This account will not be updated anymore so feel free to remove this from your watch-list and add . :3

Oh! Old works will not be put to . Only newest art in here [meaning; +:: Yuugi ::+] will be submitted and after that it will be updated with new art when I get some time for myself to scan and submit something.

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